Tag Archives: self-harm

Disregard that last blog entry…

TRIGGER WARNING for self-harm So, it turns out that the Department of Work and Pensions in their infinite wisdom, have decided that I am no longer eligible for PIP based on an assessment that saw me score 0 on each … Continue reading

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It’s exhausting when you’re not me

I’ve always been so used to the rapid changes that go on inside my brain that it’s always been normal. Or at least, normal to me. One day feeling suicidal, the next I’m practically skipping around work with a smile … Continue reading

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Waterstones On The Mic – 27/4/2016

Writing about my mental health is one thing, but getting up in front of an audience and talking – with words and hand movements – that’s a whole different thing. And given the chance to do it last night at … Continue reading

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Oh no… down I go…

Friends, I am tired. It has been far too long since I last saw Dr Nutkins-May, and despite talk of having access to an Administrative Practitioner Nurse, more regular appointments and exploring therapy options, I am exactly where I was … Continue reading

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Happy birthday All Mouth, No Spoons!

When I first started writing my blog, all I wanted to do was tell a story of how I live with borderline personality disorder. I wanted to be honest, blunt and a little bit funny too. If I’m honest, I … Continue reading

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The Thing That Happened in November 2015

“Psychopaths are not crazy. They are fully aware of what they do and the consequences of those actions.” – Hannibal Lecter One thing that people with BPD often have in common is the ability to create chaos out of nothing. … Continue reading

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BPD is ugly – sometimes, so am I

I hate this fucking disorder. I really do. Will I ever be able to control the most destructive traits of this condition? Just when I think I’ve got it in hand – BAM! – I do something stupid and I … Continue reading

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